Are these small laugh-offs, unsorried, only a sign of something? 

Is the rising tension going to always evolve into an unforgettable hurt? 

Yes. 

And no. 

People can be hurting each other their whole lives and not kill one another. Someone might be physically hurt, another one emotionally. Are those equal? Which one is more painful? 

Where is the limit? 

Sky is the limit. It is when you die and your earthly suffering ends. It is when you collect all you have done to others, your small and big cruelties: your “no”s to your spouse, your elaborate plan of hurt, your diminishing gestures. You’ll relive each, to see what you have learned in this world. Yet is the last cruelty, is death, unforgivable? 

Yes. 

And no. 

It’s how much you mean in this world. It is your path that you walk. It is how much you take and allow. It is ultimately your will. To hurt. Or to walk away. 

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